Calm before the storm

They say before a storm it is always calm, I have a feeling my storm is coming soon.

I feel as if I've dug myself a hole and kept digging even though you should've stop while I was ahead. The thing about being a teenage guy is I have two brains; my dick brain and my instinctive brain. Lately I've been using my dick brain, essentially acting before I think. It's only after everything has occured and when I'm all alone with my silence do I think back and realize that I may have effectively fucked myself up. Lifes been on the rise for me lately and I know it's pestimistic but a storm is brewing and I just placed myself in it's path knowingly.

It's been a while since I've felt this happy, it's been a long time and I hope it won't end any time soon...


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