be honest with me

They say when it comes to things that fails, that its 3rd time lucky but i dont need luck, i need you to be honest with me.
while your honesty might hurt me now, it will make it easier for me to heal when the time comes so please be honest with me and be honest with yourself.

Im not going to deny it , i still have feelings for you but these feelings are at times clouded by doubts and troubles. If you want me to be yours, show me that your mine because thats the only way i think we could work.

so dont tell me what you think i want to hear, tell the truth. how do you feel about me ? how much do you like me? how much do you want it to be us, not you and me? Whats going to be the different this time or is it going to end up like before?

When i think of us, i think of the time and fun we had on your birthday, on the train, in the aquarium and on the ride back home. Because that was the moment i thought the defined us, but i guess you thought differently didnt you?

i dont blame you for having second thoughts, but for us, i need you to make up your mind and commit, because being with you feels like a rollercoaster for me.

i know it seems like i whine alot about us , i know it seems like i want this "perfect" relationship between us , but for me in reality i just want us to work out.

so tell me where we stand,prove to me that there can be a us and we'll go from there.