Mini me

Friday 24th August:

Woke up to a surprisingly sunny day, which is normally a good sign for me, a good start usually means a good day. ahah i guess shirley can make it sunny, that lostie noobcake.

IMAX was so awesome , love the whole 3D effect thing!

Luna park was alright, though i didn't get any work done... but then again i doubt anyone did xD bwahaha!

Kelvin drop his nuts on the RANGER! funny as shit, We're lining up for the ride and every time the ranger spins up side down, he starts to hyperventilate and we're just sitting their cracking and laughing at him.
Kelvin: " alright i think i gotta MAN up!" * closes eyes and starts praying*
ROFL!

During the ride Chris and I started poking and taunting him trying to get him to shit himself xD
fortunately he didnt.

We all went RYC afterwards, Jack, Chris and I walked to David and Danny's house to give them some "zoids" episodes...
Man their house is so awesome, bloody gym gear and a mini FRIDDDDGGGEEE!
i swear the Tang brothers are tank as fuck ... never mess with them ... no matter WHAT!

Afterward i poped on home , quickly changed , watched some stand up comedy , Tang brothers popped over, walked back to RYC ready for the skate party.

Played a short game of hockey , man i feel so naked without my goalie gear >< roflcopters... a few near misses somewhere there :S
Guest started arriving so we put away the Hockey stick and pucks, and started playing uhhh " dodgeball on skates"? By around 7 the ammount of people had tripled, with a quarter of them being my scouts and their parents.

YEAHHHH! NATHAN CAME! i love that little kid he is so awesome! i tried to teach him how to skate .... i think i semifailed in that.... his so cuuutte! * pinches cheeks* BWAHAHAH!
That kid is so going to grow up like me and be a MINI ME! bwahaha!

somewhere later during the night, we played truth or dare; thanh kissed me on the cheek bleh .. , i slapped thong's arse, vio sucked on thanh's earlobe, shirley lam licked alice's elbows, i "caterpillared" myself a small distance.
then our game was broken up cause we had to find kenny's phone... we looked everywhere still no sign... sorry mate...

everyone started leaving and all , alice had to wait for her dad to come pick her up so i stayed back and waited with a few of the other guys. 30 minutes or so later, her dad came home and picked her up. We parted , jimmy and mark got picked up as we were walking towards my house. Alice called asked if i was going to get in trouble for coming home late, i lied, i said no. No point letting her get worried or guilty for a decision i made...

And just as i predicted, the moment i opened the door and my parents noticed i was home, my dad started giving me shit about how all i do is go out, play games, watch tv blah blah blah .... i never bother myself explaining my reasons to my parents any more, they never ask so why should i ... to a point i've become "immune" to my parents screaming and the shits they give me , i just block it out, go to my room and pre-occupy myself...

While i seem like im doing fine in life, i know myself im not, my head is tossed in confusion and frustration over what happened during the past few weeks, my heart tells me to do one thing, my mind tells me to do another... which do i follow?
my family issues aren't getting any better, i feel like running away but i know i can't. i have nothing , nothing to support me , nothing to soften my landings, nothing i can rely on.

right now sleep is the one place where i feel as if im normal, my problems fade away , my head clears itself up and i can do what i want , where i want , when i want...