CHYEAH!

My first week of HSC exams have past and i feel as if ive been bulshitting them. Which is a really bad thing because i actually studied really hard for them...

On the other hand we got out muck up photo on friday. I am the one on the top row, with the BETTER looking mask and look as if im trying to start a war with my one hand striking the air.
I must admit it does look very ... empowering? motivating? memorable (Y)
Majority of the poses are very generic and bland, i reckon the good ones are the one that stands out.

In other news yesterday i realised how much of a role model i am to so many little kids despite my issues with my life and all. The list so far is Ryan, Nathan (Co Ki's kids and Shirley's cousin), Lochlan from my mum's childcare centre at home, Brendon Alice's little brother, Johnny Hanny's little brother. Not such a bad list for a kid who's only been on this planet for 17 years i reckon. So why have i just realised this? Yesterday, Xena, Dinh's daughter came over to give me a picture. Something i really wasn't expecting. It was an A4 photo of Ryan and I in my kayak paddling away at Camp Wyndia. I remember Co Ki taking a lot of pictures of Ryan, Nathan piggy backing on my Kayak on the last day of the camp but i wasn't really expecting an A4 photo delivered to my door. So this has made me come with a new (another) rule to live my life by, "Aspire to inspire".