i died and went to heaven tonight

.patrick aspire to inspire says (11:02 PM):
*hey man im with you
Danny Tang, Sefton High School 2009 says (11:02 PM):
*you better be
*bros for life
.patrick aspire to inspire says (11:03 PM):
*when have i ever not been?
*LOL DAMN STRAIGHT!
Danny Tang, Sefton High School 2009 says (11:03 PM):
*XD

Day 3 from gym

Today is the marks my third vist to the gym and i'm already feeling the soreness. A result of lactic acid build- up during my work out, Derek says.

Currently I am sitting on a training heading to Central to meet up with a few of my friends for a picnic at Hyde park. I am also contemplating whether I love going to the gym or hate it. Turns out if I join, it's a 12 month contract, costing me $60 a month.

Alternatively I could wait until I join uni and go to their gym but it is almost definate that their facilities won't be as good as my current gym due to their low intake and audience...

Hmmmmmm

-- Posted from my iPhone

oh my god i am unfit >.>

It's been a busy week for me, rocking up to Gym to work out and get fit. You never realize how unfit you are until you've finished high school and start hitting the gym to tank up or to just work out. I'm still sore from Monday's workout and today's workout. Basically I've been pushing for upper body muscles and an increase in body mass. God damn im sore

The best suprises in life are the ones you dont expect

Well year 12 formal was on Monday, it was just as I expected. Dull as shit and the disorganised like a Scout meeting. I rocked up in a lilac shirt with a dark lilac tie and gray pinstriped pants. All up, cost me 450 dollars. Worth it in the long run, i reckon. Formal night started off great and died slowly as it progressed throughout the night. Even the after party was more fun than the damn formal itself and i wasn't even fucking drunk!

It's insane how wasted a person can get and the shit people will do under the influence of alcohol. The amount of vomiting, drunk talk and crying people do when they're drunk is beyond human like.

FUCK FORMAL
FUCK DRINKING
FUCK PEOPLE WHO ARE TOOLS
FUCK IT ALL!

like a broken record, it plays over and over again

Sometimes I really wished I had a 50 calibre sniper rifle, not to shoot nor to kill but only to pull the bolt back, put a blank chamber and pull the trigger just to hear the bolt clack back into place as the round spins and rockets down the barrel. Leaving only a flash in the muzzle brake as it leaves the barrel. The only problem is I imagine myself in a dark room, in a corner, doing it over and over. Clacking the bolt over and over again.

Maybe its because I've been watching a lot of military documentary, maybe because I want to join the defence force so much that even when I'm awake dreaming of it. Whatever it is I need it to stop. I need to return to reality. Return and stay there for the rest of my life. I can't keep staying in this fantasy world. This world where anything and everything is possible.

Let me return. Let the record play again. Please

male bonding

Its been a while since ive been to an outing with the guys and Tina's belated 18th & post hsc party was a hell of a way to announce my return. Headed off to Circular Quays and walked all the way to Pancakes on the Rocks. Waited around for 2 hours because Tina's group decided it was a good idea to watch a movie and leave us waiting.Ended up talking about randomest shit in the world and screwing with Tina's mind every time she called us. Also the start of a game of slapping each others ass. When they finally arrived we learnt that the downstairs was booked out so we couldnt sit together. We sat separate, Blue406 and Tina's group of tarts =p. Blue406 ordered a meal each and a drink each, racking up a bill of 180 bucks +tip. YES WE PAY TIP!

Ate our food while joking around. Jimmy licked sweet chilli sauce of my hand, Jimmy and David ate a chip or lemon with miscellaneous sauces on it. Took a few photos with Tina as a group.

Headed off to K, making a long walk from The Rocks to Capitols. On the way we played an ass slapping game which help speed up the pace to get there. Arrived at K got rejected cause we were under 18. Went to another K got in sang heaps of songs, mostly parts we knew LOL. After K we headed off to city hunter to play a few games on computers and headed home at around 1am in the morning. GREAT OUTING.

It's finally over.

After more than 12 years of studying, my studies are finally over. Well at least until next March or maybe even next year depending on my choice.

However as the doors to 12 years of schooling closes, it does leave many unopen and many to chose from. The question of what to do next is going to be a very big one over the rest of the week for me.
Obviously i want to go out partying but to do so i kind of need an invite to them at least. I need to go shopping for better clothes. I need to meet more people, new people. I need to rethink who are my friends and who are my foes. I need to get fit and bulk up. I need to learn to new skills. I need my Ps. I need to get into ADFA 2011.

So many things to do and not a clue where to start.