ROFLMAO

Its funny how sometimes people underestimate me; especially when it comes down to money.
Yeah i know at times, i might seem cheap and tight but there is actually a very good reason for it; I hate using any money given to me from my parents. Mostly cause i don't like taking their money and spending it on myself when they earn it. If i have my own money i always use it up before i ever even think about asking my parents for any. Hence why im always a bit tight around cash.

A house was auctioned off today on my street, 1 storey, brick. Went for 445000. Supposely the priced jumped a easy 70000 per bid...

Hanny was there with her mom actually. Her reaction to finding out i living in a rich house, priceless =D.

On a sadder note .... im going to fail 3 unit T____T man i used to be good at maths now i suck...
i hate 3 unit =(

somethings you know responsible even if you werent involved directly

Kevin got suspended today.This makes the count 3. It just pisses me off so much that my little brother can't be like me and learn that violence solves nothing. But then again it's hipocritical of me even say that when I would have easily decked the guy with I was in his position. I am however somewhat glad that he did it, he stood up for himself and he ,for once, didn't start it.

I feel responsible because it was me who set a bad example for him in year 7. One he followed to live up to. I'm the reason that he is so socially different because I myself am socially different. Like me, I fear he will never be able to walk into a room of strangers without getting one or two wierd stares.

This is my mess so I will clean it up no matter what. Because sometime something that is necessary isn't always something right.


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Wasn't that bad I guess...

With two exams down and five more to go I'm starting to think my half yearlies this year round ... Then again I've yet to do my physics and 3 unit Maths test so maybe it's a bit early to be joyful.


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exams T_T

once again that time is upon us again, exam time. I am once again unprepared ( atleast to what i would like to be) and eager to get them over with. English tomorrow, going to be one heck of a joy ride.

Yea i proabably should be studying but my mind is running at a million miles per hour so its hard to concentrate on anything T___T

sigh so much for uai of 92 ...

be honest with me

They say when it comes to things that fails, that its 3rd time lucky but i dont need luck, i need you to be honest with me.
while your honesty might hurt me now, it will make it easier for me to heal when the time comes so please be honest with me and be honest with yourself.

Im not going to deny it , i still have feelings for you but these feelings are at times clouded by doubts and troubles. If you want me to be yours, show me that your mine because thats the only way i think we could work.

so dont tell me what you think i want to hear, tell the truth. how do you feel about me ? how much do you like me? how much do you want it to be us, not you and me? Whats going to be the different this time or is it going to end up like before?

When i think of us, i think of the time and fun we had on your birthday, on the train, in the aquarium and on the ride back home. Because that was the moment i thought the defined us, but i guess you thought differently didnt you?

i dont blame you for having second thoughts, but for us, i need you to make up your mind and commit, because being with you feels like a rollercoaster for me.

i know it seems like i whine alot about us , i know it seems like i want this "perfect" relationship between us , but for me in reality i just want us to work out.

so tell me where we stand,prove to me that there can be a us and we'll go from there.

I really need to stop sleeping in the arvos
really messea with my sleep patterns
diu


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Trust issues

I really really do have trust issues. I find it hard to trust anyone i don't know well enough to predict their next move in any situation. I can walk up to a stranger and start a conversation fine but when it comes to someone talking to me out of the blue my mind hits thr over drive button and starts waning to take control of the situation by any means neccessary. my god... Have i become a control freak without realising it?


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